collaredexperimentation:

 I … I don’t Know how to make it up to the ones I’ve Pushed away…

The ones who got too close.

Like… Clyde.

I don’t know how to Tell him I’m sorry without sounding like I always do..

I’ve been so out of character lately…

It..

It hurts.

When I know I did Bad things…

-He choked out, burying his muzzle against her-

I know I live in the past…

I know I’m Broken and there’s No one to Fix me…

No one who Wants to fix me..

And I don’t think I can be fixed sometimes..

-His now hoarse voice cracked, several times. As he buried his face into her, and hiccuped-

“Make it up to them by sincerely apologizing. Make it one out of the bottom of your heart. Explain to them what’s been going on.”

“Whoever holds it against you when you aren’t yourself isn’t worthy to be near you. They don’t understand if you say that you weren’t yourself.

Those who are truly your friends are the ones who want to help fix you… But nothing starts until you take action. You’ll only be as fixed as you want to be…”

Rebecca held Heat tight, gently rubbing his back. She wanted so much to help him. But she didn’t know how.