agiftedglider:

“Honestly? I could care less what mood you’re in. I understand you must be stressed, but your worries are unfounded. Furthermore, it is wrong of you to make that claim. Who on Earth gave you any right to immediately assume someone’s health if they have never been examined by a licensed physician?

Fun fact. Being overweight doesn’t mean you have high cholesterol. It doesn’t mean you have high blood pressure. It doesn’t mean you have high blood sugar. It doesn’t necessarily mean you’re at a higher risk for diabetes. It doesn’t mean you’re going to die early. These are all painfully common misconceptions, and before you try and say ‘I know that’, you were just shouting at an anonymous bystander about how you know his cholesterol levels.

I have a Silver back home who’s about his size. His cholesterol is perfect. His blood sugar is normal, and so is his heart rate. He’s also, while not the most athletic, working up a fairly good stamina because he exercises a little bit every day. A cruel bystander would still address him as ‘fat’, and yet, he’s just as healthy as I am, if not more so.

When someone has a self deprecating habit, you do not yell at them. You do not tell them they’re going to die, and you do not guilt them. Do you know how that makes a person feel? It makes them feel worthless. Like they should go ahead and do it anyway, because who cares? You certainly didn’t seem to. A person could hear your shouting from a mile away. Sometimes people need to have information repeated to them. Not everyone gets it through their head the first time. As someone’s friend, you should acknowledge that.

You’re the one who acted poorly. Not him. That does not make you a bad person, or an ‘asshole’, as you call it. I certainly have no doubt you care, or you would not be having such an emotional response. But it’s important to channel those emotions properly, or you could lose someone forever. Some people don’t give second chances.

Long story short: Don’t make claims without facts to back it up. Don’t make people feel bad for not getting something right on the first try. We all screwed up ten or more times before we got something right. Channel your emotions instead of letting them destroy you this way.

I hope my words have been helpful in one form or another. And out of concern, I will take it upon myself to examine him. I am not a certified doctor, but I am an honorary nurse, and a medical intern. I know how to check cholesterol, blood sugar, and all of those other important things. I’m the one who did it for my own Silver.”

"I never said his weight was linked to his cholesterol, I never said anything about blood sugar and I never said anything about blood pressure. My father had a lot of the bad cholesterol when I was a young kid and he had a heart attack while working on the family berry fields. He would have died had my mother not called an ambulance when she did.”

“My father was built as a typical farmer would. The only problem he had was his diet. Sure he burned off the calories quickly but it was the cholesterol that stayed. Recently my mother got a report of high bad cholesterol and worked her hardest to get her good cholesterol up and the bad down. I am TERRIFIED of that happening to someone else. I know it doesn’t excuse my behavior. I know it doesn’t.”

“I’m more than aware that I acted poorly. I’m more than aware that I had my basement window open when I was using the hacksaw. I get that, alright? And I’m trying to change my attitude for the better but there are times I just snap. I have to lock myself in the basement with the hacksaw and a block of ice just so I don’t hurt anyone with my yelling. I try to take every precaution I can so no one is hurt when I snap. Triton opened the window for a breeze and we both forgot to close it. I started the hacksaw again and the rest is history and there may be a new hole in the basement wall.”

“I want to apologize to him but I don’t know if he’ll even listen to me anymore. He’s already lumped me in with everyone else who calls him the f-word, from what I hear. I honestly did try telling him about expiration dates and food poisoning. I wanted to tell him about the risks but I felt like he ignored everything I said. I hadn’t been worried about his weight at all. I was worried what was going on inside him and I admit I went too far. I admit it fully. I just… I just needed some time with the ice to get out frustration. I didn’t want to say things I didn’t mean. Of course that was ruined with the open window but you get my point.”

“I beg of you. Please put my fears to rest with that. And whatever you do, please don’t call yourself a medical professional, a nurse or anything like that. Call yourself a magic healer or something similiar, he won’t accept medical help otherwise.”