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I’m happy as long as you get better Rebecca.-He leaned over and gave her forehead a small kiss, and hopping up to run to the kitchen and back with two bottles of water. Placing on on the nightstand next to her, for her to try drinking later. And taking the cap off for himself.

Some of the children in Amy’s arms crawling around her, and the riolu all blinked, including Vee. Deciding to crawl onto Rebecca’s lap. And lay on her legs. One riolu pawing at her tummy and have a small chirp-

~~Riio!~~

“Th’one thing you can depend on is how fast I get over being sick, Heat… M’gonna be fine…”

Rebecca sipped at her soup before blinking and looking down at the little Riolu.

“Hey there, little one. How are you doing?”

It seemed even when she was sick, Rebecca was still as kind as ever.

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Next time tell me you don’t know if that was a poisonous gas or not we don’t know how insane those people who made it were.

Worry me.

Make me Worry for your Health, so the problem can be Fixed.

-He huffed, walking out for a moment, and making a quick run to the kitchen. Being a few halls away but, He was a fast hedgehog. As well as a Light weight.

Fumbling around in there until he found a few things and followed some directions, Cooking soup on the stove and coming back to her with a bowl and a towel to hold it as he handed it to her carefully-

It’s still a bit hot you may wanna wait a second before having a bite or a sip.

“M’sorry, Heat…”

Rebecca carefully held the bowl, weakly sitting up before looking down at the soup. She waited a bit before taking a spoon and tasting it.

“Mnn…”

She wanted to compliment it but her brain was blank at the moment. she sipped at the spoon, looking tired and shaky.

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Liar!

Liar liar experimental fluids on fire!

-He huffed out, hands on his hips with a big frown on his lips. Only to softly push her down to lay on the bed, and pat her shoulders-

Your face is red, Would you like some water? Something warm to eat?

Tell me.

Let me help you before I accidentally screw things up Please

Rebecca winced at the shout, shivering a bit before coughing quietly.

“I… M’sorry… I just didn’t wanna worry you, Heat… I didn’t think it was this bad… I thought it had just been a smokescreen…”

“W-Warm foods are good for sicknesses…”

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-In response to that he gave a loud squeak, eyes wide in a very confused manner. Before he shot up and rand over in a second or two, to see a fallen Rebecca.

Only to walk over and pick her up in his arms bridal style, and take her to the bed. Amy and the group they had scooching over to the end as Rebecca wa placed on it in a sitting position, and automatically checked over by Heat. Being a worry wart he was checking for bruises-

??? Are you alright?

Does anything hurt?

Are you Dizzy?

Are you too hot?

Are you too cold???

Instead of bruising, her face was red. She had been hiding the fact that when she found the facility, she had stepped on a sealed vial with some kind of liquid in it which turned to smoke upon contact with the air. She had thought it was just a smokescreen.

“Heat, I’m fine… I must’ve tripped on something, th’hallway’s kinda dark…”

Even though the hallways were empty and well lit.

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O… Okay Rebecca…

-He said, looking down for a moment, before glancing back up to her. He wanted to thank her but, He couldn’t bring himself to let those words out. Curling his fingers and his knees to hug himself as he waited, Laying his muzzle on his own knees. And calmly keeping an eye on her.-

“I’ll be back as soon as I can find a cup and a sink around here. This place is huge. I was lucky to find this room at all.”

Rebecca gently rubbed Heat’s head before heading out the door to find a cup and a sink.

Not seconds after, a loud thud was heard outside the door.

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But I… Don’t know any place he’d go back to other than his Cell which, At the moment I don’t think he’ll be there either.

I’ll… Leave one there though.. Incase he does go somewhere I know he used to hang out.

-He said, giving a wobbly huffle, and leaning up to kiss her cheek back affectionately with another sniffle as his tears were wiped, leaving red and dark circles, that indicated he hasn’t slept in a very long time it seemed-

“It’s better to leave a note just in case.”

Rebecca gently dabbed at his face to get rid of the last of the tears, hugging him warmly again before letting go and standing up.

“I’ll get you some water, okay? It’s good to drink something after crying.”

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Mm…

I don’t think we’ll be fighting again.

.. I uh, Actually don’t know where he would go off to. I’m not sure if he’d go back to his room or not.

-He softly sniffled, reaching a hand up to rub his cheek of slightly dulling tears-

“Good.”

Rebecca gently wiped at Heat’s muzzle with her sleeve, leaving a small kiss on his nose.

“Leave a note where you’d think he’d find it, okay? It doesn’t have to include his room if you don’t think he’d go back there.”

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-He softly hiccuped, trembling lightly as he buried his face against her-

I…

I’ll Try but I…..

I don’t Know if he’ll believe me, Or…

Or if I’ll be able to find him..

“What matters is the fact that it was sincere from the bottom of your heart.”

Rebecca ran her fingers through his quills, gentle as she could manage.

“Just… Leave a note for him to find somewhere. So you two can talk in a room alone. Talk things out. Promise there won’t be any violence. I don’t want either of you to be hurt.”

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I … I don’t Know how to make it up to the ones I’ve Pushed away…

The ones who got too close.

Like… Clyde.

I don’t know how to Tell him I’m sorry without sounding like I always do..

I’ve been so out of character lately…

It..

It hurts.

When I know I did Bad things…

-He choked out, burying his muzzle against her-

I know I live in the past…

I know I’m Broken and there’s No one to Fix me…

No one who Wants to fix me..

And I don’t think I can be fixed sometimes..

-His now hoarse voice cracked, several times. As he buried his face into her, and hiccuped-

“Make it up to them by sincerely apologizing. Make it one out of the bottom of your heart. Explain to them what’s been going on.”

“Whoever holds it against you when you aren’t yourself isn’t worthy to be near you. They don’t understand if you say that you weren’t yourself.

Those who are truly your friends are the ones who want to help fix you… But nothing starts until you take action. You’ll only be as fixed as you want to be…”

Rebecca held Heat tight, gently rubbing his back. She wanted so much to help him. But she didn’t know how.

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No, It is my fault. I was the one who Came here, I was the one who allowed them to Change me. I was the one who did Nothing when everything came crashing down for the first time,

When I crushed Geralds dream and lost the privilege of calling him my Parent.

When I bring up the past just to Spite and Push Clyde away, When I See he’s Changing, But I can’t Do anything to change myself, Or even Believe he’s changing?

When before I thought he wanted me dead. That wasn’t the case.

No, I know they want me dead. They Wanted me to Die. And they have tried before, Many. Many times.

So many guns shot at me, So many Injections, So many Drugs, Just.

So many Things,

But they’re Gone now.

Those people Disappeared. Those people aren’t here anymore.

But I still need to Leave, I still Can’t Heal because of This.

This thing on my neck is Dieing, And if it Dies I won’t Be here. No, I won’t Be here anymore.

-He say’s, Vee hopping to the side to make room for rebecca. Taking to sitting next to them. As Heat over flowed tears. tracing the rim and the clasp of his collar-

No more, No more. No more me, Because only Nothing is there.

Though I try I must make it End.

Make it End, Make it End.

Else I’ll Hurt what Family I have Left.

Hurt the family I’ve Broken…

“No it’s not! They’re the ones who made you like that, Heat! It’s not your fault… It’s not…”

Rebecca held onto Heat, her arms still shaking.

“They’ll understand that you didn’t mean to hurt them…”