…
No, It is my fault. I was the one who Came here, I was the one who allowed them to Change me. I was the one who did Nothing when everything came crashing down for the first time,
When I crushed Geralds dream and lost the privilege of calling him my Parent.
When I bring up the past just to Spite and Push Clyde away, When I See he’s Changing, But I can’t Do anything to change myself, Or even Believe he’s changing?
When before I thought he wanted me dead. That wasn’t the case.
No, I know they want me dead. They Wanted me to Die. And they have tried before, Many. Many times.
So many guns shot at me, So many Injections, So many Drugs, Just.
So many Things,
But they’re Gone now.
Those people Disappeared. Those people aren’t here anymore.
But I still need to Leave, I still Can’t Heal because of This.
This thing on my neck is Dieing, And if it Dies I won’t Be here. No, I won’t Be here anymore.
-He say’s, Vee hopping to the side to make room for rebecca. Taking to sitting next to them. As Heat over flowed tears. tracing the rim and the clasp of his collar-
No more, No more. No more me, Because only Nothing is there.
Though I try I must make it End.
Make it End, Make it End.
Else I’ll Hurt what Family I have Left.
Hurt the family I’ve Broken…
“No it’s not! They’re the ones who made you like that, Heat! It’s not your fault… It’s not…”
Rebecca held onto Heat, her arms still shaking.
“They’ll understand that you didn’t mean to hurt them…”
Back in the Game 